Keeper’s Den

Yesterday night was super depressed till I couldn’t think properly and the best thing was my tooth started aching again. So this morning woke up damn early due tooth ache till unable to sleep well and wants to get referral from polyclinic. Was pretty amazed with the duration for a consultation as I thought it would take ages to see a doctor. In fact, I was wrong. Perhaps due to the reason that I brought my textbook along to pass time. After that went to bugis to meet him as going to his place. Wanted to have something better but we was too early for lunch so had express pepper lunch instead. The food isn’t for consuming at all. Anyway totally not worth a cent to patronize. Aftermath, brought my ice blended and took train back. Alight few station before his place and took a cab back to his place. Reached his place slept till 4plus 5. Woke up watched some Taiwan show and studied a little before heading out for dinner. He had his fill of Rib-eye while i had beef hotdog bun at Botak Jones. Didn’t enjoyed as my tooth giving problem. Hopefully I could get it done asap.

I want to Agnes B dumpling bag and my jumbo pink chanel. From this moment on, I going to put the unhappy past aside and carry back the confidence I used be. At least, when the day I turn 20 I could tell myself I’m working while studying and not doing nothing! Yes THIS IS IT! Gambate!!! I want SIDEKICK… Argghhh…

Yesterday accompanied his friend to enrolled for the course in APMI while the kick of getting myself into Finance just actives. Well… Perhaps when I’m more comfortable with better time management is the day I will enrolled with a degree or something. I always wonder why do I work or study in new industry end up when going for interview, interviewer will ask me this. Whatever reasons it is, at least I’m not wasting my time doing it half way. He asking me to continue the masters after this one and half year course. Quite tempted but also worried whether is it recognized.

Anyway by right today meeting Sangela and Recca with baby Ethan but they have activities themselves, he’s going to bring me for retail therapy. Woohoo… Alright shall get prepared and head to takashimaya. Ciao

Next week is the end of my first semester with my exams along and there I off for serious work. I made up my mind on getting committed to my school more. Get more serious with work and school shall be my aim. Hopefully I could be able to be more determine in going for my driving classes. Right now I’m so confused on whether to import Sidekick as spare phone. However, it will be too expensive for a $800 spare phone and best part is I could only make calls and send text messages BUT I simply love the phone to the max! Sigh… How I wish someone could sponsor me half of my phone expenses. *Hinting*

I’m just a month plus away of entering into the twenties and I’m going to reward myself with a Chloe bag instead of Chanel as well as some other stuffs. Shall head to the boutiques after my last paper.

A year later is the expiry for getting conceived (I set by myself).

Hopefully I could graduate before our wedding

Back to daily rantings,

Visited the salon on monday after dropping by my school and wanted to trim my hair without any much changes but in the end, chopped my fringe to bangs. There he goes saying me “I have a new girlfriend, from China.” Nbei lo… Now I not even 20 definitely got to have little girl in my memory if not when I enter adulthood I could no longer dress or doll like a little girl. Sigh… Thinking of that just turns me off though I used to hope to age faster. Argghh… Shall not talk about this anymore. Well… Tomorrow going to his place in the morning with my breakfast and to bully sparky boy and eat my ice cream. Yummy… After that might be catching show. Alright shall get back to my books. Ciao

Past few days had been either going to his school, his place or stay at home to do revision for my exams. Sad to say I wasn’t confident enough to get good grades. Probably a passing grade. Sigh. Anyway today went town to catch Ten promises to my dog. Indeed touches my heart as I cried quite badly while watching and eating nachos. Instead he says not that touching compared to the previous. Heartless chap. =X Aftermath went to his dad’s office to meet up with his parents and went Ikea for dinner. While waiting they brought 2 perfume loots at one go. While I intend to get my Chanel bottle perhaps tomorrow or so as I doesn’t want his mum to pay. Oh ya.. This days my few toy is Chanel. Will be getting my bag one day. Hehehe… When to see rings as I’m hoping for some surprise this birthday from someone. Diamonds are indeed women best friend, I was caught in between of getting a diamond or a gold ring instead. Diamond is just charcoal while gold is worth money. Perhaps I will get my answer soon.

Currently because of some issues I do not believe in my religion. Total disappointment from the result and once and once again. Just now when I’m back home I return my dad the pedant he made and told him I will not be going to the place. So do not have to ask me again. Now I only believe in will power beneath one. Luck is plays a part compare to the capability. I will prove myself very soon. Alrights shall turn in and tomorrow will be seeing Ethan baby again. I DIE DIE ALSO MUST CARRY HIM TOMORROW! Good nights

Yesterday was terribly ended day for me, just want to put past behind due to family. Shouldn’t ponder too much. Well… I requested for a birthday surprise as we will be spending a romantic and memorable night over at Sentosa and I hinted for bigger carat diamond ring. His initial proposal ring now is tiny for me to enjoy the carat. Hehehe… Hope he know what to do. Today, while over lunch he mention about going over to australia to pursue veterinary which I strongly agrees before he got himself into the current majors. However, the studies commitment in the total new environment for us will be a unknown great challenges ahead. We plan to have a church wedding next year and have a rabbit baby, when he thinks is the right time to go for the veterinary degree in australia I would gladly bring our baby and myself over to live together. Hopefully his parents will be joining us too.

Hmmm… Thinking back of the times even now where we could hardly be separate from each other from more than 12 hours is just so unbearable. For the past 4 years 2 months and 10 days we shared bitterness, sour, jealousy, sweetness during this period wasn’t easy for him or me yet we will be going through another stage in our life soon. Can you imagine the 15 going 16 schoolgirl met a guy when he was still in his ns 20 going 21 in friendster and turns out to be the husband-to-be? Friends who asked couldn’t believe love could hit over the web and turns our to be the partner we are going to spend the rest of our life. To me I couldn’t believe the fact initially as it was too good to be true. A simple and was true since the day I said to you. I love you darling.. I will never leave your side. We will always be for each other when we need support. Don’t you wish to know how your kid look like? I’m dying to know who our child resembles of? A boy or girl? Loves you darling…